nonsense

day begins and end....im still wearing my mask...did u ever see me cry???....i think not.....

can u remember a day when i did not smile?...when was the last time you see me frown... had u ever observed that even if im angry i'm still smiling... hahaha!!! i know i look stupid...

but u know what sometimes i asked myself... why do i always smile? am i really happy or what? i guess not... coz deep inside i feel nothing but emptiness.... if you asked me today what will make me happy., i'll just say I DON"T KNOW... even if i have the whole day to think about it i guess i'll give you the same answer.... I DONT" KNOW.... i know im not making sense right now... im just typing anything that comes into my mind... i don't care if my grammar is right after all you wont know who iam unless i reveal my self.... *sigh*... maybe im simply tired of existing, of the way i live my life.... i feel like my life has no direction, no path, no growth... sadness is drowning me.... i'm living shallow life....