making decisions

life is really full of surprises. just this morning i was with my team mates basically talking about nonsense things, about divorce, separation, sex, personalities, office rumors and the likes. they want me to retrac my resignation. honestly i want to say yes a while ago. i was tempted... oh my gosh, it's so damn hard to make a decision.

later on when i went home, i got this news that the girl who keeps on chasing my cousin is current at my cousin's house asking for his parents for them to get married! hahaha! talking about desperation... just like in the old days, it's the oldest head of the clan who will decide and agree if they'll get married... and so Ingkong Manuel said yes and in short there will/should be a wedding and include his mom who knows nothing in this world but MONEY. the only member of our clan who looks one. poor cuz! who would think that force marriage still exist! ... i just asked my mom not to do that to me 'coz i won't give a damn about our family's reputation and respect for elders and tradition if the subject at hand is my OWN life. No one, not even my father can force me to do something i will surely regret.

i just wish my cuz won't be stupid enough... make your own decision