changing career

i met with my college friends last friday.. we eat at giligan's,window shopping coz its midnight madness sale at glorietta, slept over at eughie's place in binondo with suzette. still the same old peeps. nothing chnaged except we all seems to think more our future, our careers than simply passing a subject.

i can't help to be a bit jealous. they all seems to be happy with their work. they have a real career. they work in the bank, programming company, telecoms and suzette is still studying but atleast she is happy with her lovelife. again that triggered my desire to resign and look for a real job. im not saying that my job right now is not real, it's just that this is not the career that i really wanted. i don't se any career growth for me. im not saying that i'm not happy, coz i love my friends in CVG without them my life would be a living hell considering the stress and pressure in this work. but i really made up my mind. i just reviewed my cft score yesterday and man, i got another dissat. but honestly i don't care anymore and it's like i've been wishing for it to happen so i'll resign as soon as possible.i'll look for a job in june. i want to work in citibank with dianne and krystal 'coz it seems they have a really nice job. i'll also apply in other companies with ays and nadeen. if i can find a job in abroad much better.

*sigh* again im wishing that i'm just a child. not worrying about my future.

eughie, suzette and me had a heart-to heart talk about their love life... hhmmp. i can't relate 'coz i don't have one.*lol* eughie a former member of nbsb just recently had a jerk bf and the relationship didn't last for a month. suzette's long distance relationship is a comedy. imagine mike lives in new jersey and they only met once and their relationship lasted for a year. i just hope they'll have a happy ending.

we're just talking 'til 3am in the morning. basically interpreting how that jerk moves and his motives. i just learn one thing. i can easily read eughie's moves 'coz if i place my self in her situation, it's the same response/reaction that that i will do. maybe that's how nbsb members reacts. hahaha...

just a though to ponder * what would u regret more, doing an action then later on regret doing that action OR, not doing anything at all?