last day

today is my last day! as usual mixed emotions... i'm glad that i can have my vacation at last. i can sleep all day, i don't have to take calls. no more stress for 1 month...yahoo! i'm also sad coz i won't be able to see my friends often. i'll miss the chukles during breaks and seat shortage.i'll miss all the people, my tl, team mates, the others and ofcourse wave2! i'll miss shouting everyone's name on the floor especially when i call papa bear, when i slack around and call my fellow addicts --beej and theny. i'll miss mike and his chuckles about his boys and about work. in short, i'll miss my friends. the people i grew to love. as much as i want to stay, i have to make my own decision. i need to think ahead and plan my future. i remember what my college prof said: ' if u wants to succeed, u have to get out of u'r comfort zone'. i don't know why but i keep on remembering those words. i find them meaningful and true.

i had fun with theny, mr.lim and john today.. although we also ate and talked about the same old stuff --- chuckles on the floor.

while i'm doing this blog, im also chatting with my friend, from hs (julie), college(jing) and my officemates. jing is already referring me to aig but i told her to wait for a month coz i want to have my vacation. i know i might sound lazy but i know i badly needed this month break. i need to get back to my old competitive self. i need to reevaluate myself and focus.

after a month i hope everything will be OK and i'll be right on track... hopefully