new life

had u ever felt like u are the most useless person in the world? having people throwing the unspoken message to your face that even a moron can easily figure it out. might as well be brutally frank about it, coz i can't see any difference.

u hurt me more than u know. i don't know if i can forgive for that. of all the things that u could have said to me, so far this is the worst.
just because i never showed my emotions or u never see me cry does not mean that i'm tough.
i did my best for u to love me, the same way u love them but i guess that would never happen. because for u i am, still and forever will be the black sheep.
u broke my heart just by saying those words. i guess u won't remember exactly what those words mean but for me those words killed me.

on the brighter side i thank you, u gave me the reason to stand up and prove myself. to live again.